Hi everyone, sorry I have been gone so long, as some of you know, I have been really sick, lots of pain, no sleep and bucket days, I've lost over 50 pounds the past couple of months, and though I still hurt, I'm hanging in there, and doing a bit better healthwise, it's one day at a time. I've had a virus that the Drs aren't sure what it is, my diabetes has been acting up, and I've been in the hospital, but like I've said, I'm doing better, with help from my dear hubby, and my dear freind Hiedibear, we have been talking on the phone, and she has been such a huge help, and a real freind freind, who I consider my sis!

   On a more serious note, we lost our little kitty Shadow last week, he died in my arms, someone had poisoned him, and he went fast. He was only around 10 months old, and my little angel. When I was sick, he was there for me, he stayed with me on bucket days, and would follow me around the house, keeping me company. He always seem to know when I was ok, and he would leave for the day, and bu God, he was home every night at 6:30, you could have set your watch by him. I shall miss him terribly, I still cry when I think of him, I keep expecting to hear his miaow, and feel his head butting up against my leg when he was hungry. For more about Shadow, read my other blog, we rescued him, and it took us a few months, before he would stay in the house overnight with the door closed.

    Thank you for reading this, and thank you from the bottom of my heart for thinking of me, especially my favorite people here, your comments are so nice, and so welcome right now, I'll write soon, I'm just starting to sim again, and will hopefully have screenies soon for you to check out!   Hugs, Squeakers