I am dissappointed in myself that I cant keep continuing to upload my creations, having an engagement party an 18th and a 21st Birthday party to plan all in the first 3months of the year I am feeling the stress... along with my new workload from staff shortage I am stressed to thy max!!

Just found out I have endometriosous. If you under 16 dont bother looking into it... But some older woman may know what it is... causes me lots of pain... =S Unfortunatley the doctor is baffled why I am in pain all the time consdiering the "Hormone Therapy" medication us girlys take everyday (wink) should stop it... I've been having rough nights as its been getting worse...

Anyway, it has stopped me creating, not that I think anyone reads this, simpathizes and believes they will miss my work. Its very basic stuff!!

Turning 21 on April the 27th. Then its on to planning my wedding, the date is set on the 21st April 2012. Two years, but its better sooner then later to get all my bookings down, plus its sooooo hard to just pick ONE colour scheme, I may regret it for the rest of my living life. My friend recently got married in a VERY close family "suprise" ceremony, she was pregnany. I got my invite last week, they are doing the whole wedding thing again, this time with friends and extended family!

Hmmmm, wouldnt it be nice to do it all over again... squeeze my fat A$$ in to my wedding dress that fit me 10years ago... its good movitation to lose weight I guess... Which reminds me, 7kgs down. I really have noticed a difference... 3more to go.

THANKS